2 posts tagged “kill”

It's 230am. 
I should be asleep.

Disclaimer:  I love my roommate.  I by no means am the greatest roommate ever.  At the moment I feel the need to vent.  That's all this is... venting.

I could fucking kill her.
She knows that I have a week of FUCKING INSANELY EARLY shifts this week.
Yet she comes in at midnight, loud as all fuck, giggling and tee-heeing away. 
Now, I'm not sure if that fact that she was loud pissed me off or the fact that she has the boy I haven't given a nick name to yet with her.  I thought he was out of the picture.  I see nothing good with him in her future.  That is besides the point. I wont even focus on that.  (Well, I'll try not to.)
She was all giggly and loud and what not so I yell to her. 
She pop's her head and is still all giggly and loud which makes me think she's been drinking.
Now... I have no problem with drinking.  Drink until your liver fall's out your ass.  I don't fucking care.  (That's not true but I try to convince myself I don't care because I have a few alcoholic friends and not caring is easier than trying to convince them of what they already know.)  Anyway... my problem with Lesley drinking... she has a tendency to drive while drunk...which is just fucking insanely stupid. 
That might have something to do with why I'm pissed. 
Or it could be because when she woke me up at midnight I couldn't get back to sleep until like 130a.
My alarm went off at 2a.

Lesley, love, if you read this... I'm sure by the time you read this I'll be over it and it' mainly cause this is the "Megan's gonna be a cunt all week" week.  But if you want to bribe me to make me forget... I like pho.  :-) 

We never got pho yesterday.  Which could be a subconscious thing too.
Though I doubt it.
It could be.
I like to think I'm adult enough to realize that her mum is in town and that is more important than me getting pho.
I'm kind of shallow at times though.

I need to go shower and go to the job I'm pretty sure I'm going to fucking hate with every fiber of my being in about 2 months.

9am... I will be naping. 
Yay 9am!!